Has God said 'no' to one of your recent requests? Something that seemed to make sense and fit so well into your plan? Has He closed the door to something that you wanted so badly? God has said 'no' to many petitions that I've brought before Him in my life. No matter how often He's proven that His ... View Post

The thing about faith is that it walks a fine line between believing with all your might for something so impossible yet confessing that God is good even when He doesn't deliver. Because faith isn't actually about God delivering on anything. He's not obligated to meet our every whim. And even when ... View Post

It's funny to me how women don't like to make eye contact at the fertility clinic. We're all in the same boat! Hello, it's alright for other women to see you there because, ahem, they are there too. But still, women do not acknowledge each other. It's as if they are so ashamed of their plight of ... View Post

It's been an interesting couple of weeks. Perhaps my emotions are finally catching up to my circumstances. I feel like I've cried a lot more lately. And not as a result of my recent losses. Actually it's been in response to other people. On the one hand I hear about women who once struggled with ... View Post

Last week I received my insurance statement from my ER visit and surgery. I don't know if I hadn't really dealt with this fully but seeing that piece of paper with all of those charges and credits and balances triggered something in me. I was angry. Although I am very thankful to have insurance, it ... View Post